Perspective

Hi

Need a change in perspective for good.
It should no longer be “I“.
Unknowingly all the time it was me, me and only me. ME, My Life, My Friends, My Past, My Etc…
The topic seldom moved to the other side.
I too never realized till I spoke to a good friend of mine.
Am I this immature to actually miss out this?
If I am, then am I ready for the big step?

Rightly advised to me, I must be more understanding and get changes in a few perspectives to look at.
I shall do it surely for a better life ahead over all for one and all.

It was so wrong from my end to keep imposing things without having an understanding of the other side 😦
Then at a realizing moment, did a right thing to leave things as they go at the pace its meant to.
No more imposing, need to give more time, more space and meanwhile creating a comfort zone, after all its for better future.

Cut down on the Expectations, be on the giving side.
I wish to succeed.

Regards,
P:|:|P

2010…Bring me sunshine

Hi,

I was supposed to meet her today, 1st Jan 2010.
We over lunch, I was anxious, the meeting turned out good.
I was scared her being a typical…,but was not the case, glad.
Later on she said that she had the same feeling was glad as I was.

I definitely want to forget events in last year. Professional as well as personal life were in deep SH!T.

As in 2008 I predicted 2009 wouldn’t be good for me, same prediction was in the end of 2009, but for a better and good year ahead in 2010.
It started of well, meeting her. Professional life also came back on track in a few days.
Personal life also seemed to have a nice visibility and finally I was happy after a long time.
I was unhappy earlier coz I had was faking. No more faking. Bottom line…I am happy.
Parents are happy, a reason all the more for me to be happy.

Hope this year to be good for me. Lets me blog in 2011 and see how 2010 will be.

Regards,
P:):)P

Indecisive I Am

Hi

Indecisiveness is the new thought on my mind.
Noticing me at almost every instance I take a decision.
Be it “to take a left turn, wait and go straight and normal“,
“should I speak up, ask to move on“, “should I give up fearing to compete with 700 odd people”
finally “should I move on to the new place and work on“.

It was drizzling. I left for home, I took left at the signal after a pause and speeded towards home.
Half my way, it started raining cats & dogs. I managed to be back safe, but was partially drenched.
The path had become awfully muddy, its not the usual route to my home.
I was unhappy riding bike on this muddy route, back home I was thinking if I should have waited
at the signal and moved on the normal route. But had I waited, would have drenched completely.
Indecisive @ signal.

In the shadow of an event I asked to move on, might not have been a very convincing reason though.
Not in normal talking terms, it was not at all pleasant. I could not have taken it more and before its worse,
I asked to move on. Never thought of after effect. Questions from dear ones, didn’t expect a few question in tone. The questions cramped my further conversations. Was I correct in asking to move on or not, thinking so,
I asked to stay on if was helpful. But now can no longer stay on……
Indecisive & repent.

I wasn’t expecting such huge crowd. It wasn’t this big number the last time. Its almost 10 times more and 10 times more desperate. I started in the queue, went in and and then found an important thing was missing.
I came out to get it. It was drizzling and all the way I was about to give up each moment. But against all odds I kept working towards it. I was trying to evaluate my chances of making to the success among these 700 people. Things were very steadily moving. I cleared the first huddle and then for the next opportunity I had wait 8 long hours. At the end I was damn tired, tired mentally. The last two hours of the wait were so tiring, each moment wanting to give up but still some way some how making it to face the second huddle. Could finally cross the second huddle. Tired brain was indecisive in last hour but the wait was worthy getting the opportunity.
Indecisive b4 satisfied to an extent.
Probably, couple of hurdles more.

I am through. Every second person has given their views and it has been so very different each time. These different views added to my indecisiveness. I have been good here, hard working, recognised at times. Stagnant now, future might not seem brighter as it was before, but seems comparatively secure than the new. The balance is another factor. I have still not decided. But one thing is for sure that if I am still indecisiveness about this matter for a week more, I shall stick on here longer.
Indecisiveness is still on… but wish to decide on some thing, so as to have if not a solid reason.
Stick on or Move on, by decision not by force.

Regards,
P:|:|P

Give Away Of The Day

Hi,

http://www.giveawayoftheday.com/

Cheers
P:):)P

Point Blank

Hi,

This is point blank, again a point in life, very very blank.
Trying to fade out past and seem to have literally no canvas area to paint the future.
Am I ready for new canvas? Will I have to fade it all over again?

Regards,
P:(:|P

KUDE

Hi,

I like spending time with K & D..wonder who they are?
They are my colleagues cum friend and I am glad to find people like them.
One is a OOP master and another SQL. Can I my self as ASP.net??…to some extent?? He he… 😀
What we do? We are software engineers….We always have good time spending together.
We been going out for lunch, shopping many times from office….
D likes snickers, K likes tech stuff and I like both K & D.
Unfortunately D will be moving on to some other place.
But I am sure she is gonna miss us and we are gonna miss her.

Today me, K & D went to forum, a mall nearby.
We had planned for some shopping, did nothing except for my sun glasses.
We had planned for lunch, so we had.
We ordered for “Laccha Tokri“. I like it.
K & D liked it too 🙂 Its a chat, tokri made of “sew, dahi, chat masala, chitur-putur chat stuffs“.

K had less of food and did more of talking, then we rushed back to office, K had a meeting to attend.
Even I had accepted a meeting request, but forgot 😀 spending time with K & D.

About K, he inspires me a lot, be it anything, he advises me, speaks a lot, speaks sensible unlike me.
D is very good at heart. Good at shopping, helps me a lot 😀 proud owner of Maruti Swift.

I had good time with them, though only couple of hours.
After long I had good time, I am glad it was with K & D.

Truly Cheers,
P:):)P

Risk pain

Hi All,

It was birthday two days ago. I sent a bouquet and was liked.

To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain.

Regards,
P:):(P

Gyming @ FitnessOne

Hi,

I joined FitnessOne Gym at HSR Layout, Bangalore. This is the first time I joined a gym.
Its been two weeks I joined, and only only one day bunk. 🙂
I had a slow start with the Cardiod exercises on the first day.
The same day, in the evening, I had an appointment with the Physiotherapist.
I was asked to perform some task so as to access my body. I had a In Body Analysis too.
Based on this, I would get instruction to perform the exercises. The next day morning I had an appointment with the Dietitian. She asked me my eating habits and daily routine of eatables. I started gym with the help of some trainers. There is thread mill, rowing machine, cycling, EFX, stretching machine. Its completely air conditioned. It has two floors. The ground floor has the above mentioned machines to work on. The first floor has muscle building machines and dumbels. My favorite is the Lat Pull Down, where I am supposed to sit with my legs perpendicular down and pull weight down. I hate the M/C Leg Curl. Apart from these I do M/C Shoulder Press, M/C Push Ups, Bicep Curl, Dumbel Shrugs and Cable Pull Down.
My motive behind joining gym is to gain weight and build up stamina. Hope to achieve this.

Regards,
P:|:|P

UnNoticed Beuatiful Song from Rock On….

Hi,

Aankhon Mein Jiske Koyi Toh Khaab Hai,
Khush Hai Wahi Jo Thoda Betaab Hai,
Jindagi Mein Koyi Aarzu Kijiye, Phir Dekhiye,
Honto Pe Jiske Koyi Toh Geet Hai
Woh Haare Bhi Toh Usaki Hi Jeet Hai
Dil Mein Jo Geet Hai Gunguna Lijiye, Phir Dekhiye

Yaadon Mein Jiske Kisika Naam Hai,
Sapano Ke Jaisi Usaki Har Shaam Hai,
Koyi Toh Ho Jise Apana Dil Dijiye, Phir Dekhiye

Khaab Buniye Jara, Geet Suniye Jara,
Phul Chuniye Jara, Phir Dekhiye.

Regards,
P:):)P

Silence could be Deafening!!!!!!

Hi All,

Does silence really mean what it should, when you are heart broken?
Every human loves and thinks that their love is greatest above all, I am just another human.

Mad-ly the feeling developed with in and I wanted to say it all, no doubt the best phase of my life, Gosh I would die a 100 times just to relive it once. I never felt so good, ready to do anything.. if I mean anything it means ANY Damm Thing. Nothingz above it. Why so? Coz, just by her I would smile out of frustrating times, smile when I get up dreaming her. Nothing much has changed since then, except for that She knows what I feel for her and I had hope of making it up and do all I had dreamed doing for her. Now that time is killing the hope, in fact brutally murdering 😦 damm it hurts, Silence is what creeped in bringing lotta clumsy feelings. Have a pal, with whom I had shared the feelings. But I cant do that forever. The worst part is my in-capability of expressing all to my Sweetheart, not fear or anything else…. just situations. Now I am silent, I don’t know why, times were there when I tried to say to my pal, but some how couldn’t. My Sweetheart knew my feelings from a this pal.

Now I want say it all myself, but the Silence that came over time probably doesn’t allow me. In the same Silence, echoes all my feeling in words shouted out loud and hitting my mind really hard, hurting my mind, more the heart. Wish she could hear one sound in the echo. Yeah, this Silence is so very Loud, Deafening me, my soul, my heart. I fear passing into a state where only wishes are made and die with no action.

Regards
P:(:(P